What would you chose?

love at first sight?

Am feeling nostalgic today.. and in a rather dreamy mood, suspected that it has to do with the overdosage of medication taken to make myself feel better soon, ending result, I started to feel depress instead.

Have no idea why but was listening to Nat King Cole's 'Unforgettable' again and again and again... ahhh.. won't everyone in the world want to find someone like that and think of us as 'unforgettable" as well! ...in the way we want of course *wry smile*

Have discovered that my thoughts drifted along to the lines of heartache, love and pain a lot these few weeks when ever I let it to just wander and let it to go "lassize faire". Can't be helped I guess, until I fell in love again or hopefully can just forget about him with time, I guess my broken heart will just keep reminding me of him constantly.

Isn't love just like a glass of red wine.. intoxicating, red and passionate, few can resist its alluring charm when it has gotten you hooked. The first breathe of the fumes one already experienced a mild heady feeling. The taste, sweet yet tinge with bitterness and sometimes an unwelcomed sourness but it just make the taste exceptionally unique as one gets to appreciate the sweetness even more... with the first sip, it flows down, filling you up with a certain kind of warmth, making one feels seemingly secured and comfortable. ..but, if taken in recklessly, with abandonment, if lucky,it can result in waking up the next day remembering one had a great night.. or spins one around so madly that you will lose all knowledge of reality or control and thus.. ends with a regrettable memory.

Its always hard and very dangerous to let oneself go and abandon all restrictions and place your happiness in someone else's hands. It leaves one weak and also gives the other party power to exert damaging hurt to one's feelings. The safest path, don't abandon yourself at all. But, this will make one lose the opportunity to experience true love and perhaps maybe even the happiest moments in one's lives. No one likes to be hurt but is it really worth it to sacrifice one's happiness just to be safe from that?

What would you do? To be suck into the whirlpool throwing all your happiness on a bet on this one person where the outcomes can be destructive or just stay put safely and take a sip once in a while without really knowing how it really feels like. I don't know either.


Unforgettable - Nat King Cole & Natalie Cole

Unforgettable, that's what you are
Unforgettable though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more

Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too

Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too